COMING IN MAY 2025 WITH BIG SKY PUBLISHING
COMING IN MAY 2025 WITH BIG SKY PUBLISHING
Hidden scars - the price of service is an exciting new memoir, taking the reader on a journey through my policing career and beyond.
I served 25 years with NSW Police Force, working across the State in specialist fields including Highway Patrol and Aviation Support. During my career I was immersed in the gritty, and the surreal. I witnessed the depths of humanity, and felt the exhilaration of high energy arrests and dynamic rescues.
Living and working on the edge in a high performance team brought fulfilment and purpose, but it also took a toll on my mental health. In 2021 I was diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD).
In the years that have followed, I have had to rebuild my life while being confronted with vivid reminders of traumas accumulated through a career. I suffered panic attacks, flash backs and other symptoms as i attempted to navigate the tough road to renewal.
Several months into my recovery, one of my medical team suggested I write about some of my experiences. I had always enjoyed writing and so with plenty of time on my hands, I figured why not?
In time, individual events and stories became the chapters of my life and career. The highs and lows of policing, and the effect of mental illness on my health and my family. Journaling my experiences, memories, and symptoms became cathartic. Hidden scars is a deeply personal account of my career and my experience living with PTSD.
In sharing my story, I aim to raise awareness of the mental health challenges often faced by our first responders. I hope in some small way to provide support and hope to others living with PTSD.
Hidden scars - the price of service is due for release in May 2025. Follow my social channels for further updates.
Thank you for your interest, and welcome.
Justyn Backhouse
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